Monday, June 16, 2008

One LOVE, One HEART and One HAND

Inspired me. . .
People wonder what's Love all about. I think I'm on my way to find it out.
I feel it as we don't touch each other, I think we were destined from the very first day.
To stay forever in every way, you're the person/someone i've always missed it's you i've always hoped to find we'll stand together as the days go by.
And we'll discover why the strong survive and seem why less is more, you're all i've been prayin for.
What are the changes?
What if we loose our way?
Will we remember what we feel today?
One HEART all the time
One HEART beatin with mine
I only need one HAND
It will be forever, we'll always stay together all of time "ONE LOVE FOREVER?"
This glowing feelings something rare; aome and say you want to share the beauty waiting for us there that only loving can give the heart when life is passing in the night,
I think your not ready to take a chance to hold my hand now but i know your always there as i'm getting to know you a lot.
You know it makes my heart grow stronger in my mind, you're always there being without you, sometime i feel lonely and so blue i'm living in my dreams, and it's funny day/night dreaming you that think it's not right to do.
maybe it's growing Love of mine that i want to share to you...

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Girl to Girl - relationship. .

Despite the restriction, my Girlfriend and i before are very happy. I find deeper connection en sensitivity in same-sex relationship. You have very common sensibilities and interests but that also does not mean that both of you cannot be diverse. So on one hand, theres the comfort and nurturing filing of being so familiar with one another, but on the other, theres the exhilation and excitement that your also two different individuals.
And i questioned my identity a lot. But that is what makes my character and principles all the more secure. You really have to be sure of yourself to withstand prejudice and malice present society. What Lesbians go through that perhaps many heterosexuals do not deep questioning, not just of there sexuality, but there indentity in general.
You know it's not a "phase" because like love, it's not just some fleeting emotion that comes and goes: it's a will, a stand a determination that you constantly choose. Ang daya naman kung phase lang iyon, tapos the other Girl will feel na nagamit lang siya science experiment lang siya. Take the time to get to know your real preferences and identities first, that way, your not being unfair to the other person and your sure to have a more stable and sincere relationship.
Theres also lee role playing - whos the guy, who should be doing this or that. You just do what you feel more comfortable doing. Hindi lang porke't babae ka, you should be the more nurturing and understanding one in the relationship; babae kayo pareho, ro you strive for balance. You try to be more nurturing, but at the same time strong and rational in the relationship; Hindi lang yung isang side m yung dinedevelop mo, but both musculine/feminine aspects.